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What has changed most about the world since the pandemic began?

Since last March, the world has had the harshest light yet shown on global health inequity. As frustrated as I am not to have been vaccinated by my HMO, Kaiser, which covers 20% of California's population, there are Brazilians, South Asians, and Mexicans who should get the vaccine before me. When I was a kid growing up in DC, I loved my country. I was raised to believe in government. I still do, but what a beating my faith has taken. Trump took a battering ram to public health and left unprincipled governors to let their people die. It's this moral injury that is a pox on top of depression and anxiety, something that no anti-depressant can treat, like the final straw in the loss of one's innocence. I can go without stuff. And I don't get food, restaurant or groceries, delivered here, for lots of reasons. If a friend comes over I now to push myself to behave well, to smile, and nod, and listen, and respond appropriately, because this isolation is eroding these skills.