- I feel like a replaceable cog in a machine that is uncaring, and is actively seeking my destruction and other people's destruction ... through the deterioration of our bodies, minds, souls -- it is profits over everything, even in the face of a pandemic. ... the people who are supposed to be helping us don't help us - in some cases, actively try to hurt us ... for political reasons, some family members are basically too far gone to have a relationship with them ... COVID has exacerbated the cracks in our society and our overall system of governance and economics. They're really easy to see, but some people just don't see, or don't want to see the overall cracks in our society. And it's really fucking depressing.