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How is the coronavirus pandemic affecting your life right now? Tell us about your experiences, feelings, and thoughts.

<strong> I haven't written anything in a while </strong> because I don't know how I feel or what I think. I've been alright, I've been happy by myself which has been really freeing. But I'm also going slightly insane because<strong> my mom and stepdad are the only people I see. My stepdad has cancer and its pretty bad</strong>. There's just <strong> so much death everywhere.</strong> It's too much. <strong> I'm more scared of getting covid now than I've been at any other point</strong> in the last year. I think it is because the <strong> restrictions are being lifted, and it just feels like too much too fast.</strong> We can gather 50 people outside now, yesterday we could only be 5 people together.<strong> There's going to be a party outside at my university housing complex. I'm so terrified. I'm obviously not going. It can't possibly be safe.</strong> In two weeks a bunch of exchange students are moving in. That scared me so much too. I didn't used to be this scared or feel so overwhelmed so quickly. But I do now. Things are happening too fast. One of my jobs has reopened and I'm going back to work. But customer service just seems so unsafe too. I just feel like there is danger everywhere and I'm not sure how to deal with it. I'm tired of uni. I think about dropping out at least once a day.